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Aw, Gramma just came in and thanked me for making "din-din." I don't cook often because i figure she doesn't eat much and i'm too lazy to cook for myself sometimes, since most of it usually goes to waste anyway, but today i wanted to make dinner because i have been so bored and purposeless the past few days that i thought it would at least give me some little project to work on for a few hours. And look at the All American dinner i made! Chicken (with teriyaki sauce ok not so all american), green beans, and biscuits. I should have included a potato dish! In school i sometimes used to doodle little dinner plates in my notes with chicken legs, peas, and mashed potatoes; so i guess that's my true image of the All American dinner.

I actually went to the store to get pop, but came home with club soda instead. I made it with lime juice and sugar, which is really a lot more refreshing than pop. I always think i want a cold, fresh pop but after the first few sips i don't really want it anymore. But i have a hard time getting through the mental block of thinking i want it...like Starbucks.

When shopping i'm usually quite good about not buying much junk food, aside from Gramma's cookies and Hershey's Kisses, but i usually regret being so good when i get home. I'm actually fine now because i got two boxes of tea, and when i'm finished with the cup i'm drinking now i'm going to make another soda. Also this afternoon i finished off a box of strawberry whoppers (the malt candies of course) i found under my bed.

That was when i was trying to clean my room. I moved a lot of things around, but i can't say it looks any better. I just don't know how to do it. Yukari's room is so much tinier than mine but it's so much cleaner. I'm sure i don't have all that much more stuff than she does. I think i just don't know how to process it as well.

And that brings me to the beginning of the day. I woke up at ten, so good!! I was awake (though i can't say "up") for a few hours and then took a shower, and then i got back in bed again and slept till 3:30. Oh no! I'm very scared about waking up tomorrow morning for that 8:00 meeting. I'm hoping that my excitement about the probability of coffee being there will work its way into my subconscious and it will jolt me awake around 7:00 am. I haven't seen 7:00 am EST for nearly a month, i think.

I got tired of scouring youtube for Star Trek episodes and then staying up all night waiting for them to load so i decided to rent a movie from the DVD rental machine at the grocery store. My personal DVD collection is very very small and 60% foreign 20% yoga and 20% old nancy drew episodes but that's ok because i don't usually watch movies more than once anyway.